Something between u and me...PART-2

The turmoil inside me had not subsided..
Our fate had not yet been decided..!!

I met the goddess again after 2 days on our hunting grounds...

i waited for so long in tears..
for the answers and all its peers.
i needed them right from your lips...
at and last..i have found u here!!!

She was taken aback...for the first time had she encountered someone so adament on his decision..but so was she...Her reply was plain and simple..

u r impossible......
man! my answer is so plain in ur testimonial.....

I tried to explain my answers to all the charges she had...(P.S : She had not yet been acquanted with my reasonings...the hymns were read aloud again..and to that she replied..

hmmmmm.....do not rebuff th answer that i give
for i do not hav ny oth option to believe
i do not wish to be alone as you think
but this time let leave things as it is

I had already broken down to my feet...was on the verge of dropping on the cold ground what the god had given plenty to the earth but had forgotten to bless the humans with enough..Tears..


lets bury this to the ground..
and cover it up with soil...
but i am afaid of one thing...
earthquake can be the effect of its turmoil

i am ready to leave things as it is...
but the question is...should I leave it as it is???

so the mortal deserves...nothing???...
not even a chane to hear the voice of the mortal he had worshipped as goddess for so long??



Even gods break down seeing such a devotee down on its knees..not fer a wish..but for a prayer..

no...such a necessity wont ever arise
who in this hell wont speak to someone so alive
i sure 'll add u in my dark blue list
nd u cant listen to my voice in silent bliss


I had to reveal to what was in my heart..
Never did i want her to be a goddess..neither did i want her to be referred as one..
So i had to say it to her...

the dark blue list might be for the gods...
but u for one..are not the one...
who should have been up there...
and as i look at in despair...
u move away like a silent hill..
wich vanishes in thin air....

can i speak to u...ever???

She was happy and chirpy once again..i do not know why,....but even i felt better with tht..
she said..

.i'll add u to my gmail list....cauz i can get ur id....
yups....
after all this distant poetry...
wishin u a happy friendship day once again
amen


only one note kept playing in my mind at tht time...

so close..no matter how far...
cudn't be much more from the heart..
forever trusted who we are....
and nothing else matters..

..metallica

and then she replied..with the gracious smile of hers....that slight tinge of naughtiness gleaming off her halo...

lets b mortals again
nd no need to despair
cauz despair doesn sound as cool as u
well...hafta hurry
to attend de placement classes
bye....cya(nah) hear u l8r

i cud only comply gracefully....

nothing else mattered anymore.....